Didn't you know how terribly sad I would be when you died?
Didn't you know that I would wonder why you didn't tell me so I could hold your hand as you met Jesus face to face?
Didn't you know how hard the days and nights would become for us?
Didn't you know how much you would be missed?
Didn't you know, as you lay there alone that morning, how that would haunt me for the rest of my life? I so would have held your hand and told you how much I love you!
Didn't you know how many tears would be shed in your absence?
Didn't you know that Everything would change?
Didn't you know that I could never again watch football, Nascar, Barrett/Jackson, or bull-riding without melting into a ball of tears?
Didn't you know that when I looked at Farmville it just would never hold the same crazy appeal it used to because you were not on the other side sending me gifts or funny notes?
Didn't you know how hard it would be for your family to walk in to church and raise their hands in praise to our God when you were gone?
Didn't you know that even the smallest tasks would become overwhelming, making them nearly impossible to complete?
Didn't you know the loneliness we would each feel?
Didn't you know how hard it was going to be to prepare for another horse show? I can't imagine yet we have to prepare for the next one in February.
Didn't you know how much I wanted you to be a part of your granddaughter's lives? It makes me so sad to think they won't know their Papa!
Didn't you know that I would want to scream my head off but can only cry?
Mark, didn't you know how much I loved you and how much I would miss you and how sad I am that you didn't tell me you were dying? I wanted to be with you!!! Why didn't you tell me?? WHY??????
Didn't You Know ???