The news we have been waiting for has arrived.
After nearly 8 long months of working 4 jobs, I may be able to quit one of them.
The letter reads: Approved!
No denial, no appeals process, just approved.
It seems that Renal failure/transplant are automatic approvals for disability.
Yes, that is right, my husband was finally approved for disability.
But how can such sweet notice be met with such bittersweet response?
It seems while I am doing the HAPPY dance,
My husband is feeling less that Happy.
I never thought about how this would affect him.
My husband is a born provider, nearly a work-a-holic.
Now, with this news, he is face to face with the reality of never being able to work again.
Though we knew he couldn't work, there is just something about seeing it in black and white.
Now the true adjustments begin.
Or, haven't we been making those all along?
God walks us through the journey.
He doesn't move us from point A to point Z.
Daily our lives are being moved around the playing field like pawns in a game of chess.
Us making moves and God rearranging our movement (as we listen to His voice) to get us where he ultimately wants us:
He captured us!
He captured our hearts!
He captured our hopes, dreams, and lives!
He captured our love and attention!
Check Mate ~
By a Loving Father ~
There is no other place I want to be!
Considering Being Captured With Joy,